I wish I could balance more in my life, have a wider dialogue with the world, had some sort of language that would delineate where I am, what I am cogitating, in this place and time. I understand and respect that this process is for me a foggy striving toward flashes of understanding, this echo chamber in the dark that never really ends, only has momentary pauses of clarity when I feel some sort of divination. Where I am, momentarily, not out of step with the universe.